Thalon Bruce Myers - December 22, 2008 - April 10th or 12th or both, 2009)
please forgive me my little man. I feel like I failed you in so many ways. i miss you with all the breathe i tried to breathe back into your beautiful body and soul and hope you know i love you with every tear, breath and cell left in this heartbroken fucked up body. i so wish i could be the one to take your place. i'd do it in a heartbeat because i don't know if can live without seeing your sweet, sweet smile again.
I'm so sorry and have nothing better to say than that I'm thinking of you and your family.
Posted by: Mrs. Micah | 13 April 2009 at 10:47 AM
I am so so sorry, Shana. Please know that you and the fam are in my prayers.
Posted by: Miss Kate | 13 April 2009 at 10:47 AM
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Too many little angels, in heaven. Praying for you and your family.
Posted by: Elizabeth | 13 April 2009 at 10:48 AM
i am so, so, so sorry. i can't believe it.
Posted by: m | 13 April 2009 at 10:48 AM
I am so terribly terribly sorry.
Posted by: Kinneret | 13 April 2009 at 10:49 AM
My heart breaks for you. I am so very sorry for your loss. Your family is in my prayers.
Posted by: Karalyn | 13 April 2009 at 10:49 AM
I am so sorry for you, your little boy and the rest of your family. I am so, so sorry.
Posted by: kimberly/tippytoes | 13 April 2009 at 10:49 AM
i'm so very very sorry. i have no other words to share. thinking of you and your family.
Posted by: Isabel Kallman | 13 April 2009 at 10:49 AM
My heart goes out to you and your family.
Posted by: Andrea Meyers | 13 April 2009 at 10:50 AM
My heart breaks for you guys, I have felt your pain as a mother and then as a sister.....there is nothing easy about it and no words to help it....only time. Give those gorgeous girls and hunky husband hugs from me and make Rich hug you from me beautiful....I'm here when you want to talk, vent, scream or cry...I love you my friend.
Posted by: Lezel | 13 April 2009 at 10:51 AM
You're not alone. Thinking of you.
Posted by: FK | 13 April 2009 at 10:51 AM
I'm so sorry about this.
Posted by: DrZibbs | 13 April 2009 at 10:52 AM
Oh Shana, I am so so sorry. Sometimes life is so unfair and unexplainable. I am sending all of the strength and prayers I can.
Posted by: Lindz | 13 April 2009 at 10:52 AM
I am so sorry for your loss. I read about you on Twitter and want you to know a collective community's heart is breaking for you. Many prayers for you and your family at this time.
Posted by: Allyson/HBMomof2 | 13 April 2009 at 10:53 AM
I am so upset that I have to get to know you over sadness and loss.
I cannot imagine your thoughts and it is so hard to find the right words to say. Just know by all these comments and mine that we care. Across the wide world, we care. And cry with you.
Posted by: Judith Wilson Burkes | 13 April 2009 at 10:54 AM
I am heartbroken for you and your family! I am just a reader who found your blog right around the time you found out you were pregnant. I am just so sorry, so, so sorry. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your two little girls and husband.
Posted by: Lynnie | 13 April 2009 at 10:54 AM
I am so very sorry. I can only imagine your unbearable grief. I feel sick just thinking about it.
Posted by: KIA (good enough mama) | 13 April 2009 at 10:54 AM
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. My prayers are with you and your family. My heart is breaking for all of the mothers out there who must say goodbye to their babies.
Posted by: Mermanda | 13 April 2009 at 10:54 AM
Shana, I am so sorry. This is not fair. I am thinking of you and your family.
Posted by: Jen | 13 April 2009 at 10:55 AM
I am so, so sorry about your little boy.
Posted by: The Mother Tongue | 13 April 2009 at 10:55 AM
I am so sorry.
Posted by: Nicole Miraty | 13 April 2009 at 10:55 AM
my heart is just aching for you and your family. i am so sorry for your loss and sadness. you'll have a sweet, handsome little angel waiting for you in heaven. you're not a failure. sometimes really shitty things happen and its not fair. HUGS
Posted by: britt | 13 April 2009 at 10:55 AM
I am so, so very sorry. I cannot barely see my screen for the tears I have for you and your family.
Posted by: Nathan Pralle | 13 April 2009 at 10:55 AM
My heart breaks with you. You are in my prayers. May you find comfort in knowing you are not alone. I am so, so sorry.
Posted by: Elise@studioelise.com | 13 April 2009 at 10:55 AM
In my thoughts and prayers. Beyond words sad for you!
Posted by: Susan | 13 April 2009 at 10:56 AM
Words can't express how sorry I am for your pain right now. Use this blog for connection to all of us that are reaching out our arms to you in sympathy.
Posted by: Melinda | 13 April 2009 at 10:56 AM
I am so so sorry for your loss.
Posted by: Nicole | 13 April 2009 at 10:56 AM
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Posted by: wkn | 13 April 2009 at 10:57 AM
I am so sorry for your incredible loss. I will keep your family in my prayers.
Posted by: Kimberly | 13 April 2009 at 10:57 AM
My deepest and most heartfelt condolences Shana. My heart broke this morning when I read of your loss.
Please know you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Sending you hugs and hoping you may find some peace.
Posted by: Josie | 13 April 2009 at 10:57 AM
There aren't words to express how sorry I am and how much I wish for healing for you and your family.
Posted by: -R- | 13 April 2009 at 10:59 AM
I wish there was something I could say to ease the pain you are feeling. My thoughts and prayers are with you, your husband and your beautiful daughters. May God bless you and your family and bring you peace.
Posted by: Anonymous New York | 13 April 2009 at 11:00 AM
So sorry for your loss.
Posted by: My Autism Insights | 13 April 2009 at 11:00 AM
My heart aches for you. I am so sorry. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Posted by: Jessica | 13 April 2009 at 11:00 AM
I have been thinking about you and yours since I read your note yesterday. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Posted by: Fluffycat | 13 April 2009 at 11:01 AM
I am so very sorry for your loss.
Posted by: Jenn @ Juggling Life | 13 April 2009 at 11:01 AM
What tragic news. I am truly sorry. None of us can imagine your grief, but we are all wishing you healing and peace to you and your family- from across the internet waves.
Posted by: FeistyMNgirl | 13 April 2009 at 11:01 AM
I'm so very sorry. So sorry for your loss. There are no words, really.
Posted by: Miss Grace | 13 April 2009 at 11:01 AM
I am sure there are no words that could console you but know that you and your family are being thought of and prayed for.
Posted by: Melissa | 13 April 2009 at 11:02 AM
I'm stunned and so very sorry. I'm thinking of you......
Posted by: Chris | 13 April 2009 at 11:02 AM
I am so sorry for your heartbreak
Posted by: cat | 13 April 2009 at 11:02 AM
I sincerely wish I had something more profound to say than "I'm sorry". It sounds totally inadquate to buffer the pain and loss you are feeling .... I would offer anything I could, to help, I'm just not sure what to do or say. Please know that you and the rest of your family will be in my thoughts and prayers continually.
Posted by: Kristie | 13 April 2009 at 11:02 AM
My heart goes out to your family. I was sorry to hear sorry to about your precious little Thalon. At times, life seems so unfair. Take care!
Posted by: tenderheartjb | 13 April 2009 at 11:03 AM
My thoughts and prayers are with you. God Bless your sweet angel boy.
Posted by: Sarah | 13 April 2009 at 11:04 AM
I can not imagine the pain. My heart is aching for you and your family, and my prayers and thoughts go out to you. Continue to reach out...you are (un)fortunately not alone.
I'm so sorry!!
Posted by: Jen MacNiven | 13 April 2009 at 11:05 AM
I'm so, so sorry. I wish there was something I could do for you.
Posted by: Sara | 13 April 2009 at 11:05 AM
Oh Shana, I am so very sorry. I am sending my love to you and your entire family. I wish you nothing but peace and love. You are all in my most sincerest of prayers. God be with you all.
Posted by: Mysh | 13 April 2009 at 11:06 AM
OMG I am so sorry to hear this terrible news. I will be thinking of you and your sweet little guy.
Posted by: Jennifer | 13 April 2009 at 11:06 AM
Oh Shanna! I have no words. Peace.
Posted by: M&Co. | 13 April 2009 at 11:06 AM
I have no words. I am so, so sorry for your loss.
Posted by: Jamie | 13 April 2009 at 11:06 AM