Thalon Bruce Myers - December 22, 2008 - April 10th or 12th or both, 2009)
please forgive me my little man. I feel like I failed you in so many ways. i miss you with all the breathe i tried to breathe back into your beautiful body and soul and hope you know i love you with every tear, breath and cell left in this heartbroken fucked up body. i so wish i could be the one to take your place. i'd do it in a heartbeat because i don't know if can live without seeing your sweet, sweet smile again.
I am so terribly sorry for your loss. I hope you find small moments of peace to get you through this terrible time. God bless you and your whole family.
Posted by: Jet | 15 April 2009 at 04:59 PM
I am so sorry for your loss. I lost a baby girl myself many years ago and although the pain has subsided I still miss her and think of her often. You have many people praying for your family at this moment which hopefully may help in some small way.
Posted by: Deborah Mele | 15 April 2009 at 05:09 PM
I know there is nothing any of us could say to ease your pain or lessen your grief. I am so deeply sorry for your loss. From one Mother to another.... you are in my thoughts and prayers as well as your husband and daughters. I am so very sad and sorry for you.
Posted by: Lori | 15 April 2009 at 06:28 PM
I am so deeply sorry about your beautiful baby.
Posted by: Ky Eliza | 15 April 2009 at 07:20 PM
I am so sorry for your loss. Wish there were something I could say or do to comfort you.... Thinking of you all.
Posted by: Melissa in TN | 15 April 2009 at 07:29 PM
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking for you and your family. Thinking of you all.
Posted by: Classy Mommy | 15 April 2009 at 07:38 PM
You and your family are in my prayers
Posted by: meghan | 15 April 2009 at 08:01 PM
May God give you strength and peace during this time. My heart and prayers go out to ou and your family.
Posted by: Justice Jonesie | 15 April 2009 at 08:06 PM
Thalon is a beautiful boy, present tense. If I could I would sprinkle some love over you and say, it's okay, he's where he needs to be and that's with you, in your (and now my) heart.
Posted by: Carrie Oliver | 15 April 2009 at 08:28 PM
I'm so, so sorry. My prayers are with you, for what that is worth from a stranger. Other words fail me...
Posted by: Ms. George | 15 April 2009 at 08:31 PM
beyond heart broken for you and your family. sending prayers and peace.
Posted by: amanda | 15 April 2009 at 08:33 PM
Like many who've posted, I don't know you personally, but I share in your grief just the same. Thank you for allowing us to know Thalon through your loving words and pictures. He will never be forgotten.
Posted by: Sandie | 15 April 2009 at 08:54 PM
I am so, so, sorry.
Posted by: Jerseygirl89 | 15 April 2009 at 08:56 PM
So heartbreaking! You and your family are in my prayers!
Posted by: Christina | 15 April 2009 at 09:27 PM
I don't know you but I am crying right now reading what you wrote. That pain - oh my god. I can't imagine. Please now that I am praying for you and your family as you grieve your sweet baby.
Posted by: Gwen Jackson | 15 April 2009 at 09:32 PM
I'm so sorry for your devastating loss.
Posted by: Kristina | 15 April 2009 at 09:36 PM
I'm so sorry that you must say goodbye to your sweet little guy so soon...
Posted by: Shelly | 15 April 2009 at 09:41 PM
So very very sorry. My thoughts are with you.
Posted by: g | 15 April 2009 at 09:52 PM
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family . XOXO.
Posted by: Kristen | 15 April 2009 at 10:08 PM
I don't know you but heard about Thalon from twitter. I am so sorry that you had to lose your baby so soon. I have a 4 month old and she is my third. She was born premature and I was so scared to lose her. I will be praying for you and your family. May Thalon and Maddie and all the other babies up in heaven smile down on you.
Posted by: Sara | 15 April 2009 at 11:07 PM
Kristie told us about your loss -- I can't imagine what you are going through, but you are in my prayers. You are a wonderful (funny, sarcastic, but always, absolutely loving) mother, and you will survive this terrible thing because you LOVE Celia, Moira, Rich, and of course, Thalon. I am so very sorry.
Posted by: Lisa | 15 April 2009 at 11:37 PM
I am so sorry for your loss. Please know you have people who care about you.
Posted by: Sophia Leto (aka Moody Mommy) | 16 April 2009 at 12:15 AM
I am here from LFCA. My heart is aching for you and there are no words to express my sadness for you. This isn't fair. (((Hugs)))
Posted by: becky | 16 April 2009 at 05:12 AM
OMG, I am so sorry. A loss like yours just breaks my heart in so many pieces. I am hoping someday you'll be able to find healing somehow. Please be gentle to yourself.
Posted by: Natalie | 16 April 2009 at 05:41 AM
please know that there are people in Australia who are sending love and white light. I pray you will get through this unimaginable pain.
Posted by: Mel | 16 April 2009 at 07:15 AM
I am so sorry for your loss. You have my prayers.
Posted by: Heather | 16 April 2009 at 07:59 AM
There aren't any words. I'm sorry. So, so sorry. You, your family and your sweet baby are all in my prayers.
Posted by: Amanda L | 16 April 2009 at 09:18 AM
I'm so sorry for your loss. There are a lot of things in life that just don't seem right and this is one of them. I'll be praying for you and your family.
Posted by: Lynn | 16 April 2009 at 09:19 AM
I don't know you, never met you, but I am still quite certain that the very sweetest moments of his life were spent with you. And that is something.
Posted by: Nicole MIller | 16 April 2009 at 09:47 AM
I am so very sorry. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Posted by: Meg | 16 April 2009 at 10:22 AM
I'm so sorry to read this news. The tears just keep flowing as I read on. I don't know if this helps, but I'm keeping you in my thoughts. I don't think there are any perfect words to say at a time like this, except that there are lots of people sending their love your way.
Posted by: C | 16 April 2009 at 10:25 AM
I'm so very sorry.
Posted by: Michell | 16 April 2009 at 10:41 AM
Sending you love from VT. Heard about you through Leah. I am so sorry for your loss. From one mother to another....
Posted by: JennB33 | 16 April 2009 at 12:01 PM
Another angel has left the earth. May his spirit continue to lighten the world on the days where darkness takes over.
Many prayers to your family for continued strength.
Thalon has done his part if only for a short time...he had brought countless joy to your day.
God Bless!
Posted by: Keonte' | 16 April 2009 at 02:39 PM
i'm sorry...really really sorry. prayers headed your way.
Posted by: jae | 16 April 2009 at 02:56 PM
Our hearts, thoughts, tears, prayers, deep sympathy is with you.
Posted by: Kelly | 16 April 2009 at 04:04 PM
I am so so sorry. I am thinking of your family with my love x
Posted by: Karen (miscmum) | 16 April 2009 at 05:10 PM
May God help you and your family get through this difficult and horrible time. You have to be strong so you can be there for your children. Hold on to your faith. You are in my prayers..
Posted by: janet | 16 April 2009 at 05:50 PM
Shana, I hope you keep writing. Even if your posts are sad. One day....even though you may not believe this now...you will find your humorous voice again. You did not fail your baby. This was out of your control.
Posted by: Julia | 16 April 2009 at 06:17 PM
I am so very sorry for your loss....no parent should ever have to face this. Sending big hugs to you from Canada. xoxo
Posted by: Tara-Lynn | 16 April 2009 at 07:41 PM
I am so sorry to hear of your loss! Please know that we are praying for you over here in Arkansas! Hugs - Tiff
Posted by: Tiffany Morris | 16 April 2009 at 08:26 PM
so sorry. praying for you & your family.
Posted by: angela | 16 April 2009 at 09:33 PM
I am so, so sorry for your loss. You are in the thoughts of all your fellow moms here.
Posted by: Poker Chick | 16 April 2009 at 09:43 PM
Please have my deepest sympathies at this time. I have no words, only to say your beautiful sweet boy was born on the same day as my cousin, and I will be holding him closer tonight
Posted by: Kath | 17 April 2009 at 12:30 PM
My heart is just breaking for you and your family. I wish I could take away your hurt. Your faith and love of your family will get you through this. I am so sorry. My deepest sympathies.
Posted by: rd | 17 April 2009 at 02:36 PM
I found you through Maggie, and I am just heartsick for you. Please accept my deepest sympathies.
Posted by: Musing | 17 April 2009 at 09:48 PM
I don't know you. I found out about your tragedy through some link on some website, I cannot even say where. The tears I've shed over your loss are insignificant compared to the tears, the sobs, the screams, the hurts you have suffered and will suffer, but I want you to know that you've touched me. The passing of your son has touched me. Sympathies, condolences, thoughts: I offer you those, though they are nowhere near enough. Seek peace in remembrance.
Posted by: YarMatey | 17 April 2009 at 10:08 PM
I'm so sorry to hear this. You have my sympathy. I came over from Loralee's Trauma post. ;(
Sad times. I had seen someone RT the request for prayers on twitter and sent some good energy your way. I'm so sorry that the collective unconscious wasn't enough for your little one.
Posted by: Al_Pal | 18 April 2009 at 05:35 AM
Unfathomable is right.
I am so, so sorry for your loss.
My prayers are with you and your family.
~Kate
Posted by: Kate @ http://lipstickdaily.com | 18 April 2009 at 01:31 PM
Sometimes. Life. JUST SUCKS. No words to consol or explain.
Greif is the price we pay for experiencing true love.
So so sorry for your loss.
Posted by: The Glamorous Life Association | 19 April 2009 at 12:07 PM