Thalon Bruce Myers - December 22, 2008 - April 10th or 12th or both, 2009)
please forgive me my little man. I feel like I failed you in so many ways. i miss you with all the breathe i tried to breathe back into your beautiful body and soul and hope you know i love you with every tear, breath and cell left in this heartbroken fucked up body. i so wish i could be the one to take your place. i'd do it in a heartbeat because i don't know if can live without seeing your sweet, sweet smile again.
There are no words. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss.
Posted by: JoAnn | 13 April 2009 at 11:08 AM
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking for you and your family.
Posted by: Astacia | 13 April 2009 at 11:08 AM
Steele and I are heart-broken and our souls ache for you.
Posted by: Steele and Jill Jones | 13 April 2009 at 11:08 AM
I know words don't fix it, but I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Posted by: Vanessa | 13 April 2009 at 11:10 AM
Love you guys!
Posted by: Steele | 13 April 2009 at 11:10 AM
What you are feeling is something that most of us will never experience nor be able to imagine. I heard about little Thalon through mutual twitter friends. My thoughts are with you and your family. You'll all need each other more than ever now. I pray that you can stay strong for them, and that they can stay strong for you.
Posted by: Joe | 13 April 2009 at 11:10 AM
My heart is broken. You and your family are in my prayers.
Posted by: linda | 13 April 2009 at 11:10 AM
This is so awful. I'm so sorry. You didn't fail him. My heart hurts for you and your family. Much love.
Posted by: Amanda | 13 April 2009 at 11:14 AM
My heart goes out to you and I know nothing I say will ease your pain anytime soon. Breathe, hug your girls, think of your son, and cry as much as you need to.
Posted by: Bree | 13 April 2009 at 11:15 AM
Shana, I'm absolutely heartbroken for you. I'm thinking of you and sending much love to you and your family. No one should have to go through this.
Posted by: Heather | 13 April 2009 at 11:15 AM
I am so sorry for your loss.
Posted by: Alli Worthington | 13 April 2009 at 11:15 AM
I don't have the words, but I hope you can find comfort in knowing you are in the thoughts and prayers of so many people.
Posted by: Christina Gleason @ Cutest Kid Ever | 13 April 2009 at 11:16 AM
I'm so sorry. Do not blame yourself. It could happen to any of us, which is why we all feel your hurt as well. Their little lives are so fragile and perfect. Thank you for sharing his with us. I'm so sorry it was for such a small amount of time...
Posted by: Jenny, Bloggess | 13 April 2009 at 11:17 AM
How do you find the words for something like this? I don't know. I can only pray now for you and your family in the hopes that you can somehow make it through this in one piece. It's not fair and no mother should have to deal with this. But as you can see, there are a lot of people out there who want to do whatever they can to help you and your family. And I am grateful for that.
Posted by: Carrisa | 13 April 2009 at 11:17 AM
Saw this news on another friend's blog. Unfathomable. Prayers are being lifted up for those left to bear incredible grief.
Posted by: vgsmom | 13 April 2009 at 11:18 AM
i am so very sorry and so very heartbroken for your loss. thinking of you...
Posted by: tara | 13 April 2009 at 11:19 AM
Shana, I wish so much that I could take your pain away. You did not fail your son. I am praying for your strength and courage right now. I will do anything, anything at all to help you and your family. Please let me know. xxx
Posted by: 180|360 | 13 April 2009 at 11:20 AM
I am so sorry, Shana. There isn't anything else to say except that I am thinking about you constantly, and remembering you and your family in prayer. It isn't fair, and you don't deserve it, but please PLEASE don't blame yourself.
Posted by: Emily | 13 April 2009 at 11:20 AM
I am so sorry, my prayers to you and your family at this time.
Posted by: Christina | 13 April 2009 at 11:20 AM
I am so, so sorry.
Posted by: Rebecca (Bearca) | 13 April 2009 at 11:21 AM
I don' know you but I'm so so sorry for your and your family's loss.
Posted by: leendaluu | 13 April 2009 at 11:22 AM
Oh Shana, my heart is truly broken for you. I am so sorry.
Posted by: marty | 13 April 2009 at 11:23 AM
I am so very very sorry.
Posted by: ann | 13 April 2009 at 11:24 AM
I am so terribly sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Posted by: Karen | 13 April 2009 at 11:24 AM
I'm so sorry - I will be praying for you and your family.
Posted by: Lady F | 13 April 2009 at 11:26 AM
My heart is pulverized. I am thinking of you every minute.
Posted by: whoorl | 13 April 2009 at 11:26 AM
Oh, I am so, so sorry. He was beautiful and perfect. I am thinking of you and your family. So sorry for your loss.
Posted by: Karla | 13 April 2009 at 11:27 AM
I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through. May you somehow find comfort and peace. My prayers are with you and your family. (here by way of whoorl)
Posted by: jessica | 13 April 2009 at 11:28 AM
Words do not do justice. I am so, so sorry to hear about your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Posted by: Kate | 13 April 2009 at 11:29 AM
I hate this - it's not fair. My little girl born on Christmas has a congenital heart defect. She has had surgery but we have had some real touch-and-go moments with her. I hate that this has happened to you and to think of the despondency with which you write. I cannot say anything except know that there is one more soul out in the world who is crushed for your loss.
Posted by: Allison | 13 April 2009 at 11:33 AM
So sorry for your lost. We are praying for you.
Posted by: Amanda K | 13 April 2009 at 11:36 AM
Oh dear god. Oh, no. Nonono. I am so sorry.
Posted by: Mr Lady | 13 April 2009 at 11:36 AM
I am so very sorry for your loss of your little guy. Please know that you and your family and your little boy are in my thoughts and prayers
Posted by: lilfootsmommy | 13 April 2009 at 11:36 AM
My heart and thoughts are with you and your family.
My most sincerest condolences.
Posted by: Angie [A Whole Lot of Nothing] | 13 April 2009 at 11:38 AM
I'm so very sorry...words are inadequate
Posted by: Heidi | 13 April 2009 at 11:39 AM
Your loss is shattering, devastating, I am so sorry. I wish that our sympathies and good wishes could make a difference, but I know that they can't, not right now, maybe not ever.
My thoughts are with your family during this difficult time, and whenever I am faced with our mortality.
Posted by: iMommy | 13 April 2009 at 11:40 AM
No words can convey the depth of my sorrow for you and your family. Please know that you are and will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Posted by: Jeri in Hawaii | 13 April 2009 at 11:40 AM
i am so so sorry for your loss. many prayers to you and your family.
Posted by: kat | 13 April 2009 at 11:41 AM
i heard about your sweet baby boy on twitter - my heart aches for you. i am so so so very sorry. my thoughts are with you and your family.
Posted by: tara | 13 April 2009 at 11:42 AM
Can't find the right words, but then are there ever any in this situation? So sorry for your loss. Sending my thoughts your way. Too many losses and sadness and April can't be done soon enough.
Posted by: Shanna | 13 April 2009 at 11:43 AM
Words mean nothing right now, I know. I am just hurting for you, that's all.
Posted by: BusyDad | 13 April 2009 at 11:43 AM
I am so so sorry for your loss. This is heartbreaking.
Posted by: Aurelia | 13 April 2009 at 11:44 AM
I don't know you and I'm still so sorry.
Posted by: WindyLou | 13 April 2009 at 11:44 AM
My heart is physically hurting for you and I'm filled with utter shock, anger and disbelief. I'm so terribly sorry, Shana. I know I'm a complete stranger but I'm holding you, your family and Sweet Angel Thalon in my heart. I hope it helps some.
Posted by: Karen Reeds | 13 April 2009 at 11:45 AM
I am so sorry to hear about your precious, precious baby boy. You and your family are in our prayers and will be so for a very, very long time. I cannot imagine what you are feeling right now ... just know, there are many people around the world who are crying with you. And loving you. And your family. God bless you guys.
Posted by: Chrissy | 13 April 2009 at 11:45 AM
Wrapping you in a giant virtual hug. Words fail me. Just know that you are in my heart.
Posted by: Sue @ Laundry for Six | 13 April 2009 at 11:45 AM
I am so very deeply terribly sorry for your loss, Shana. I cannot even imagine. Please know that there are thousands of us out here that want to help in any way we can. Everything else I want to say seems trite.
Posted by: Sarah | 13 April 2009 at 11:46 AM
I am so profoundly fucking sorry my gut aches. I am so sorry. I am just so sorry.
Posted by: maggie, dammit | 13 April 2009 at 11:46 AM
i am so truly sorry for your loss.
prayers to you from one okie to another
Posted by: ReRe | 13 April 2009 at 11:46 AM
sending lots of love and condolences your way. im so sorry to hear about your loss!
Posted by: Bex | 13 April 2009 at 11:49 AM